Digital Raven (digitalraven) wrote,
Digital Raven

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Relaxation. What an interesting concept.

It's been far too long since I set out to do nothing. Sure, sometimes I spend evenings doing nothing, but even then I'm finding weird things that spark my mind or furiously thinking and worried because there is stuff I should be doing and I have creative energy, but I can't make it match up.

Not tonight. For the first time in a long time, I've been low on the creativity. But not in a bad, should-be-making-mad-memes kind of way. More in the "It's Sunday night. I've done all the weird thinking I can get done, I've externalised some things about myself that I wasn't particularly of a mind to admit, I've prioritised what I want to write. So what now?"

'What now' was sitting here, chatting in general, reading some of the stuff I bought from, and not worrying about what wasn't being done. No storm of thoughts, no mad frenetic energies causing me to pull off some Astro-Gods from beyond the wall of Order, none of that. Quiet in my head, in a good way.

It's an interesting feeling. And one I've not experienced properly for a long time.

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