There is a knot of pain in my head right behind my right eyeball. This is much like yesterday morning. Again, like yesterday, I awoke an hour early. Chomping paikillers and extra caffeine in order to live.
Tonight, I sleep early. Really fucking early. Which I do not like doing. Smacks too much of work-sleep-work-sleep, a routine I swore I would never get into.
But fuck knows what is going to happen if I don't.