"It's on thing hill," said my brain.
"I know how to get there!" Said another part of my brain.
This second part is going to be fucking lobotomised.
Long story short: Instead of being at Torchie meeting, I was wandering around the wrong hill, enjoying how the observatory looked in the mist and the rain. And then I realised I was in the wrong place and said "Fuck", very loudly.
Next time I will wake up before I go teararsing off at random.