Jobs. That's all I've heard today. Job this, job that, job the fucking other. What did I tell them on Friday? I'm not thinking about that. I'm waiting till I graduate before devoting any of my ideaspace to that concept. Which would have been great had they actually heard what I was saying rather than waiting for their turn to speak, going on about what field was I looking to go into, where am I looking at getting a job, how long am I expecting to wait, what kind of company
I. Fucking. Told. Them. This. Already. They know all that I know. Everything. Questioning me incessantly is only going to piss me off. They know this as well. They still asked and asked and presented their bullshit opinions like they meant something. Why don't I go work for one of these companies like $KNOWN_SPAMMER? Because I am not going to sell myself out. What if it's the only job going? I sign on with the fucking dole. I am not a whore to the need to have a job. Unlike the rest of my family, which sees getting and having a job as the one and only thing that matters in life, I couldn't give a shit. A job is incidental to my life, not the one thing that must be. That they do not realise this makes me want to rip out their black corporate whore hearts and fry them up in garlic.
Jobs are nothing to me. I don't care what I end up doing, really I don't. As long as I'm not doing something stifling, that destroys my creativity, I'm fine. That's why I lasted a day in the cucumber packing place. I couldn't hear myself think let alone talk to people or hear the radio that was supposedly playing. Couldn't think. Couldn't create. Boom. I was going insane there. Add in a fucking ignorant boss that treat us lower than pond scum, complaining about his computer and then saying "Piss off, you're too thick to fix it" when I explained I might be able to help. I hate that. Stupid, ignorant people preferring to remain stupid and ignorant rather than learning from someone that knows better. Someone that puts their brain to a situation because that's all he has, on account of being a skinny bastard with no muscle. I'm not a lunkhead, and if the world would fuck off and realise that that means I'm maybe worth listening to once in a while I'd be happy. Fuckwits, I curse them all. Be cursed, you filthy, disease-ridden weasels! Be cursed and cast out from this world by your own ignorance and unwillingness to learn!
In other news, I'm getting rather narked about the lack of privacy here. I doubt any of you have this problem, but there are two lockable doors in this house. The front door and the back door. I've already had to call out five times as I've been on the bog and one of @PARENTS has forgotten I'm home. No lock on my room either. Nowhere I can get out of the way of said array without the chance of them or my brother (on the off chance he might be home for more than one hour these next two weeks) barging in on me wherever I am. I need to go out tomorrow and convince @PARENTS of the joy of locks.
Other thoughts... I was watching TV aimlessly earlier, having managed to get out of the way of the decorating going on. I caught an episode of the old X-Men cartoon. Not as good as Evolution, but hell, it was worth it for something. Some of the aircraft designs are damn nice, make me want to get working on my Shock game. Hoppers, hovercraft, aircraft, jets... the police are going to end up with Power Projects tactical assault suits if I can at all wangle it. I likes me my power armour. Then again, I look around at the stifling, boring crap I have to put up with here at home and I have to ask if I could have survived without escaping into fantasy worlds. Probably not.
Oh, and I've been told I should go waste two days doing odd jobs for my grandparents. For free. Because @PANTHEON forbid someone that earns money for working normally spend some time they ain't getting paid for doing crap work when I can waste time that would otherwise only be doing much-needed work that I don't get paid a single penny for but that needs doing so that I can pass this fucking degree. Bah.
: There's an `r' in there. Though I may occasionally write these missives in the buff, I don't tend to advertise it... unless, of course, I'm aiming to pique the interest of the straight-female-or-benny part of my readership and the disgust of the rest.
: The Phalanx Covenant, 1&2